"Desperation Leads to Drastic Consequences"
(Part 2 of You Want What You Can't Have)
By Reaper T. Bone
“We need to talk…” Now I had done it. He had the look of hatred in his
eyes. He was infuriated. I shouldn’t have made that move on him. I have
always been told by one of my gay, less attractive friends that you should
never make a move on a straight guy. I couldn’t help myself. I was in love
with Matt and I didn’t care what he thought. I could tell the tears were
slowly falling down my face. It made me feel weak, but at least Matt
wouldn’t do anything too drastic if I were in this state. “Dude, why did you
do that?” “I don’t want to say, Matt.” “No, I need to know now. If you don’t
tell me what’s up now then we won’t be friends anymore, you can walk home.”
“Well, it started a long time ago…” “What started?” “My…well…since I was
twelve I thought we were going to be best friends.” “Well we were friends
before that too.” “No, I mean best friends, the ones that can never be
separated, and the ones that share a special bond that few share.” “Dude, we
have since then. You know I have always stood by your side for everything.
But when you do stuff like this you need to come clean. Why did you kiss
me?” “Because I…man, I can’t say it.” “Dude, fucking say it or leave.”
“Matt, I love you. I’m attracted to you so much. I wanted to be closer but
you are straight. I knew it wouldn’t work but I had to do something.” “So
let me guess, this is why you never seem to take a lot of interest towards
girls?” “Yeah, I’m…just…gay.” Matt looked surprised. “Dude, I would have
never guessed…” Matt looked to the floor, then something odd happened. He
began to blush. I felt bad. “I’m sorry Matt; I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“Davis, you didn’t hurt me. Well ok, you did, but not how you think. I don’t
care that you’re gay. In fact it’s great you told me, now we can be better
friends, you know, no secrets. But I wish you didn’t keep it from me so
long. Honestly, I’ve wanted to be closer to you as well.” My heart raced,
but then I took a moment to think. Maybe he was joking, or maybe I didn’t
understand the context properly. “Close? What do you mean Matt?” “Dude, I’m
bi. I love girls but I like guys too. I’ve wanted you for the longest time
but you never came out. You are really good at hiding yourself.” “You too,
Matt.” Matt looked into my eyes. The once emotionless eyes now blazed with a
passion that I never thought I would see in my best friend. “Dude, I want to
fuck you.” Oh god, am I dreaming? No, my back still hurts from hitting the
wall. This is true, my fantasy is becoming real. How long I have waited for
this moment, and I thought it would never happen. Matt was sitting on the
bed, and I sat next to him. He took my chin with his two fingers and began
to kiss me. This was amazing. Matt was a great kisser, it seemed like he had
done this before, but I don’t think he has. I opened my mouth slightly and
Matt moved his tongue inside my mouth. He moved his tongue over mine. He was
very good at this. I could tell that he didn’t mind dominating, for I didn’t
mind him doing most of the work. I was inexperienced but he seemed almost
professional. He moved his face back and gave a big smile. He took the
bottom of my shirt and began to lift it. He completely removed my shirt and
pushed my shoulders, moving my back onto the bed. He began to kiss me again
and caress my chest. I felt his strong back muscles and worked my hands
underneath his shirt and began to feel his chest. He was more muscular than
he appeared. I motioned him to stop the lip-locking and I removed his shirt.
He was beautiful. Be began to kiss me again and I caressed his hair as he
began to aggressively kiss me. I could tell he was getting energetic. I felt
something poking my leg. His penis was half erect and was poking into my leg
through his loose-fit jeans. He caught me glancing at the bulge and gave me
a naughty look. He looked at my pants. I had not noticed that I had gotten
an erection as well, but he did. He took hold of the crotch of my pants and
felt around. I knew he wanted more. I moved his hands and took off my pants.
He moved and removed his as well. His boxer had become a tent around his
erect penis, as did mine. We began to kiss and caress each other’s upper
body again. It was only minutes that has gone by, but if felt like forever.
I paused and smiled. He was probably thinking what I was thinking. I took
hold of the elastic part of his boxers and began to pull them down. We stood
up together and removed each other’s boxers. We both now had full erections.
He moved me back onto the bed and sat on my thighs. We kissed once more and
he now stared at my erect penis. He moved his head closer and I knew what
was coming. He placed his tongue on the head of my penis and began to move
it over it. This felt so good over the tip…He was enjoying himself as well.
I took hold of his penis with one hand and his testicles with the other. I
fondled his testicles while I stroked his erect penis. He moved his mouth
over the length of my shaft and moved his head back and forth. I stroked his
penis harder and faster. This caused him to suck my penis even faster and we
were both nearing orgasm. I could feel the semen moving its way up my shaft
and I could feel his urethra expanding as well. I released into his mouth as
he released onto my hand. He swallowed the cum. I looked at my hand with
less drive in me, reluctant to taste the semen, but I did anyways. It was
nothing special but the act of licking it off my fingers turned him on. My
penis became softer, as did Matt’s. We were both tired. “Matt that was
amazing…” “Yeah dude, I loved it.” “Listen, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you
earlier…” “That’s ok dude, it was worth it. I was so horny.” He looked in my
eyes and pecked me on the cheek.
We both got up got dressed. We played PS2 for a while and finally went to
bed at midnight. I was getting ready to sleep on the floor but Matt gave me
a look, and I knew what he wanted. He patted to empty spot on his bed, so I
moved up there. He began to cuddle with me and I hugged him back. “Dude, I
love you so much. I want to see you more often.” “Yeah Matt, me too.” He
moved his hand over my crotch and felt my genitals, then moved his arm back
over my chest and fell asleep. Who says dreams don’t come true?