04-22-2006, 04:19 AM
Well... Right now, I don't know why, but I'm afraid.
I don't know of what, but I'm afraid.... I'm all alone, it's dark, this place is big and echo-ey... There are sounds coming from places all over- and I can't explain them all- so yeah, I'm scared like shit. I keep getting goosebumps, and the feeling that I'm being watched-
Sometimes the lights flicker- and the PC shuts down automatically- sometimes when I'm typing up a poem and when I need a bathroom break or something- I come back- and there are stuff written there like "Hi."- "Are you feeling lonely?"- and even "are you horny tonight?" That freaks me out- because I don't remember typing any of that...
There are also times when I just feel extremely lonely... and I would want very much that I had someone to at least post to...
And there are times like this one when I'm both scared and lonely.
I feel like a juvenile longing for the safety of a mother's gentle embrace-
Sigh.
I would want to keep this post going whenever I experience times like those- so if none of you mind- please spend some time to post at least once per day so I can read it over and over again.
Thank you...
I don't know of what, but I'm afraid.... I'm all alone, it's dark, this place is big and echo-ey... There are sounds coming from places all over- and I can't explain them all- so yeah, I'm scared like shit. I keep getting goosebumps, and the feeling that I'm being watched-
Sometimes the lights flicker- and the PC shuts down automatically- sometimes when I'm typing up a poem and when I need a bathroom break or something- I come back- and there are stuff written there like "Hi."- "Are you feeling lonely?"- and even "are you horny tonight?" That freaks me out- because I don't remember typing any of that...
There are also times when I just feel extremely lonely... and I would want very much that I had someone to at least post to...
And there are times like this one when I'm both scared and lonely.
I feel like a juvenile longing for the safety of a mother's gentle embrace-
Sigh.
I would want to keep this post going whenever I experience times like those- so if none of you mind- please spend some time to post at least once per day so I can read it over and over again.
Thank you...